DA.. Why so many change? Am I dead so long?!

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DA.. Change?

First of all.. I'm blur. It's been a while since I logged in DA. I'm even barely know my own pals in DA! [It's because they have changed their old avatar!] Guys, I'm truly sorry for 'long time offline'. It's all because of my final exam. I mean, it's not an 'everyday' exam! It was important one! And if I fail or score B than A, my entire life will eat me! [Including my dad, mum, brother and teachers!] So I'm studying hard and I've tried my best for the exam. But the most saddest is.. I think I can't control DA anymore. It's a mess. I think I will die again next year. Because I need to study hard. There's one more important exam that I need to pass. Yes, IMPORTANT one and if I pass, I can go to my dream University. I think I will close my account. I don't know. I'm in dilemma. I wanna draw so hard, but I can't. I need to study. I want to hang out with all of you but I just can't. I want, but I can't. I don't know what to do. Can someone give me suggestions or something? Should I close my account or just leave it right here [And try to bring it alive by comment per week?]